Ganny Quest

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

"Happy Endings"


"Happy Endings!"?


From last two days I was carrying a very heavy onus on mind, as will I be remembered after ending this MMS pursuit, actually there is no reason to do so. My relationship with most has been negligible (don’t know why, I think I was too shy to begin and later it was too late) and with few rather rough. Still every hearts loves the felling of being wanted, m feeling much lite right now.

Happy endings are not always happy but can be pleasant. Although i don’t not have a bunch of people, have a few trusted friends I can count on, who will definitely keep me up in their memories, Gautam, Atul, Kunal, Purvi to be precise.

There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had never said, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all over again, ahha but it don't really matter now, it’s all part of the game , it just a testimony of how carefully one needs to be while placing every word and gesture (I have always been ) unfortunately there is no undo button here , so finally the net balance I am left is, experiences and memories.

I truly believed previously that only apologies need to be spoke aloud, thank you and goodbye are best unsaid. I was wrong remembering the difference between feels and thinkers. So it’s time to say goodbye aloud to the rest. I think, will do it on 3rd of may.

And yes one more thing to do before turning this page, forgive and forget. It was just wrong place- wrong time and ofcource wrong people.




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